So, I may have a date with Brandon on Thursday. That's a little exciting. Actually it's very exciting. I won't lie: I'm starting to like him again. Quite a bit. But I'm still leaving at the end of this week, and this will all just be a week-long fling.

On a completely unrelated note, I just noticed Fernando deleted his Facebook... I still can't tell if he's honestly depressed or using that as an excuse not to talk to me. And I'm usually quick to pick up hints. I wish our friendship could be as strong as it used to be...

Also, Rory has been surprising me recently... He was texting me the other night, and telling me that when he comes down for a visit, he'd like to spend a whole day with me. Not that we haven't done that before, but the statement of it... it makes me wonder what he's thinking. Which, is pretty much what Rory does to me all the time. Really though, I don't know if I can keep up with him much longer... He builds me up and he lets me down and he hurts me and he breaks my heart... I think I'm getting tired of that game. I'll always love him, but I can't keep doing this to myself.

Back to the present, I have to think of a fun, cheap date for Brandon and I to do. It's hard, because I don't know what he likes to do, really, and we need something to keep us from awkward silences. I don't know why it's so hard for the two of us to talk to each other...