I just spent 2 hours cleaning my room because, of all people, Robby, might be spending the next couple days here. I'm not entirely thrilled.

First of all, part of me wonders why I'm bothering to clean up for him, since he had the messiest room I've ever seen. But I really did need to clean my room, so this was a good excuse to.

Second, I don't want him getting any ideas, or thinking that I have any ideas. I am definitely not attracted to him, and I'm not looking forward to the next few days of being constantly judged and put down.

Also, I'd rather have him sleep on the couch, but rather than ask my roommates about it, who would complain, for one reason or another, or not ask them, and have him woken up by them coming home noisily, I've just invited him to sleep in my queen size bed. I figured since Allison and I did this a couple weeks ago, my bed's big enough me me and a platonic dude. But that's where I'm afraid he'll get some ideas. Or I'll kick him to the couch. We'll see.


In other news... I don't know. I spent my day off getting my car fixed (again), and cooking Canadian Cheddar Cheese Soup for Burt, and watching Amelie.

Andy's still in town, but of course, I haven't heard from him. Murph tends to keep me updated on what they're doing... He's kind of like the kid whose parents are divorced, but he keeps trying to get them back together. He's always saying things like... Like when he asked me if I loved Andy, and I replied, that night I had a stupid, 15-year-old girl dream, where Andy and I kissed and made up and we lived happily ever after. So I texted Murph, and I was like, "Ugh, apparently if I talk to you about Andy I have stupid, 15-year-old girl dreams about him." And he replied, "Well, I think Andy's having the same type of dreams..." That doesn't help anything at all. And I don't believe it. If he cared, if he felt bad, if he wanted to see me, he would have by now. He hasn't. And when Murph told Andy that he was going to come meet Chip and Dale, apparently, according to Murph, he got all quiet and teary-eyed. Bull. But I think Murph wants to think that someday, Andy and I will reconcile our differences.

And chances are, we will. I seem to have a weird pattern of befriending my exes when I get a new one, if that makes sense. Like, when Brandon broke up with me, I started talking to Dillon again (Like I am right now :)), and when Andy left, I started talking to Brandon again. So, in theory, all I need to do is start dating some one, let it get kind of serious, get crushed, and then Andy and I will start talking again.

Sounds like fun...