Sorry I haven't been up to writing for a while...

My parents put the Bonk to sleep, and for a long while, I couldn't see anything else worth writing about. He's still on my mind quite often, but I'm getting better. I still cry sometimes at night when I'm alone. But I've been sleeping at my friend Mandy's house several nights a week to avoid that.

I've been working a good five or six days a week to keep busy too. Also, that means I avoided my roommate most of this time, so it was doubly good. We seem to have reached the agreement to just not talk to each other unless absolutely necessary. I like this plan.

Tonight, I don't work till 8:45pm. It's at once nice, and annoying. I'd like to be working other shifts today, but I'd also like to rest. Because I spend so much times at other people's houses, I get a little tired of being out and about.

Today I'm supposed to go to Health Services, but I left my ID at Mandy's house so I can't. The other day, I was with Bullseye, and I fell down on my knee really hard, and it hurt and that night I thought I twisted it or something, but the next morning it felt fine, but when I put pressure on it, like kneeling or when jeans pull on it when I sit down, I get this sharp pain in it. I finally told the manager about it, and he saw the bruise on my knee, which I don't think is that bad, and he was like, "You need to go to Health Services!" I guess everyone in the room thinks there might be some fluid back behind my kneecap or something that needs to be drained, because the bruising is around my knee, but not on it. I am so terrified of needles! I can't handle this. Also, if I hurt it even worse, I could need surgery to fix it. Ugh...

If I have to get surgery, I want to go home for it, so I can recuperate there, instead of here, where I'm all alone. I'm planning a trip home for the end of January for two weeks, and I can't wait! I'm talking to Brandon again, and I've talked him into taking me to a hockey game when I'm home.

Also, I've currently got Google Chrome and Safari, and neither have the buttons at the top of the DE entry to put HTML and pictures in the entries. How can I do that? I'll put five at the bottom, but I have way more I'd like to show you, especially since I was out for like six months with no computer! There's so much to show. I think people who work for Disney take more pictures than the average person.

Anyways, in a completely random order, I have a picture of me and my friend Brandon. Brandon's one of my favorite attendants. He was working with me the night I fell at the Diamond Horseshoe. He's one of very few attendants that just seems to get it right. He could get Bullseye dressed in five minutes or less, which is ridiculous, and he he just handles the line amazingly and watches out for the characters like none other. We went roller skating last week, and it was fun, except I brought Bert, which was not fun. Brandon's girlfriend is crazy jealous though, so even though I'm certainly not attracted to him, and he is going after me or anything... she's super protective. The night we went roller skating, we went to Applebees after, and I was taking pictures, and she perceived that I took more pictures of Brandon than anyone else. First of all, no, I didn't. But he was sitting straight across from me, so he was easiest to take pictures of, and second, he was the only one doing anything. Everyone else was being boring, Brandon was making faces. So yes, I took a few more of him than anyone else, but she kept making snide comments about it. Annoying.

Anyways, the next picture is Mandy and I. Our friend Brittie made a water balloon out of an old condom she had. Haha. So we were playing with it. I just like the looks on our faces. Also that I'm wearing a Santa Minnie hat, a turquoise scarf, and a spaghetti string tank top. Just in case you don't believe that I live in Florida. :)

Next we have an absolutely hilarious picture of my friend as Alice for Halloween with King Louie. I used to hate Louie so much, but I actually learned to have a lot of fun with him, and I'll really miss Jungle Trek. If they have it again next year, I actually might request it. I bet no one else will. :)

Next is Dale with Mandy. That was a great day because it's from when my phone broke in October, and I told Mandy and Bert I was working like two days before, and they actually remembered! I almost had a heart attack when I saw them!

Last is Bullseye. I photoshopped the A-N-D-Y on his hooves, because I really think they should be there, like in the movie. Last night, his saddle fell off, just like in Toy Story 2. It was hilarious, but also kind of embarrassing. Also, I need to get video of it, but Bullseye likes to tap dance.

Which just made me realize that if I go to health services and they put me on restrictions and pull me out of my shifts before Thursday, then I won't be able to tap dance with Bullseye again! Uhm, I don't know what I would do if I couldn't play with Bullseye before Christmas is over! Bah, this sucks.

I'm hoping it's just an ugly bruise. Or at worst, a sprain of some sort. Cross your fingers for me!