Michael gently lifts me up and puts me in my bed.  he laughs and kisses me, quickly getting rid of my jeans.  he looks at me, as if memorizing ever part of my body like that.  i reach for his hand and pull him down with me and kiss him.  his kiss is reverent. again, as if memorizing it.  This time it scares me.  i sit up and look at him. 

"whats wrong michael?"

"nothing" he says avoiding my eyes.  that is always a bad sign.  i know something is up this time.

"michael, your lying to me.  what is wrong?"  he looks at me this time.  his eyes show pain and remorse.  now i know things are not good.  he holds my face, and repositions us so we can lay under the sheets.  i wonder where the michael went from five minutes ago. 

"Kait, you know i love you right?"  oh no.  not good i think to myself. 

"yeah michael, i know that."  i say. 

"well, then you know that i can't let you live like this"  i blink five times fast stunned at what he just said.  does that mean he is leaving?!  i feel all the air leave me as i look into his face. 

"what do you mean michael?"

" i mean, i can't let you have an affair with me."  oh no.  he is leaving.  i feel the tears well up in my eyes.  i can't loose him.  not now.  "i can't let our baby be born out of wedlock." he says whipping my eyes.  it takes me a minute to comprehend all he said, and i'm still stuck on the whole, he is leaving me thing.  i look at him.

"wait, what?"  i say completely lost, tears still coming down my face.  he kisses me and smiles.

"if you agree, last night would be the last time i had sex with you as my girlfriend."  ok. i'm still shocked, and in no way understanding what he is getting at.

"michael.  plain english please!"  i say shaking my head.

" kait, i want you to marry me.  please say yes."  he says looking at me again.  i'm shocked again.  HE isn't leaving me!  i get the hysterics and kiss him. 

"yes michael i will marry you!" i say kissing him hard between my laughter.  he rolls on top of me and kisses me. 

"well then, this is the first time that i'm going to have sex with you as my fiance."  he says kissing me and running his hands down my body.   everywhere he touches feels like fire.  His hands stop at my stomach where our baby is resting.  he kisses it lightly, says something in a mumur that i can't hear, then moves on.  his lips find my clit extremely well, consittering the months of practice.   i moan and demand he get back up to kiss me.  he laughs and does what i demanded.  i spread my legs wide for him, and he slides in gently.  We fit together perfectly, and he says so as he goes in.  Slowly at first.  then he speeds up going faster and alittle harder.  my headboard slams against the wall and the phone falls.  he laughs and kisses me.  i kiss him back and run my fingers down his back.  i can feel myself on the verge of cuming now, and tell him so.  he kisses me and tells me that he is going to too.  three more strokes he whispers.  three more.  two more, i moan and arch up. one more.  too late.  i scream out and cum hard and fast.  i hear his cry of extacy and feel him fill me.  he collapses on top of me.  i kiss him and run my fingers down his back, telling him that i love him with all my heart.  he kisses me back and rolls off me, but pulls me to his side.  we lay together.  he kisses the top of my head and reaches beside the bed and into his bag.  he pulls out a little black box, and opens it.  inside is a beautiful diamond ring.  nothing extremely flashy, but a ring he knew i would love.  he smiles when i look up at him.   i have tears in my eyes agian.  he laughs and kisses me.

"so far today, i've made you cry twice. i really need to stop making you cry."   he says smiling.  i kiss him.  he puts the ring on my finger and kisses me.   i smile knowing that i'm the happiest person alive right now. 

"what did you say?"

"when?"

"when you kissed my belly."

"oh. i told it that it went well."

"what went well?"

"the proposal."  i look at him questioningly.  "when you were sleeping the other night, i asked if i should, or how  to do it.  and it gave me ideas. and i was congradulating it on its fine mind."    i laugh.  Leave it to michael to be odd like that.  He kisses me agian, and then pulls me on top of him.

"i love you" he whispers.  i tell him the same.